Faking It. . .

Tonight I was invited to an open-mic night here in Milwaukee. "Faking It" was the topic and those who have a true life story that fits the topic all place their names in the hat and then eight names are drawn. At the end of the night people pick their favorite story-teller.

It was a good experience and a reminder that we all have stories and experiences to share. We were meant to interact and to share those stories with real people who live real lives. We were never meant to be consumed with others' lives, or the lives of those in sitcoms that we lose our own lives as a result. Jesus came to give us abundant life.

I began thinking about my life and how before Christ I not only faked it, but I was fake! My life was a lie. I was searching for acceptance, security, and love so badly and the fear of not ever receiving it kept me from truly being me. I remember as a young person never speaking because I was too afraid of what others would think of me. Or saying "yes" when I really think "no" so that I would fit in. I am so thankful for the freedom Jesus Christ has brought and continues to bring to me. The more I know His love, the less I look for it anywhere else.

One of my friend's favorite quotes is "the tragedy of life is what dies within a man while he still lives." I have spent so much of my life conforming to the patterns, attitudes, opinions, and actions of others. Letting others' dogma dictate what I should or shouldn't do, say, or sometimes even think! We put far to much emphasis on people and too little emphasis on God. He says that all flesh is grass and the glory of man is like the fading of a flower. Whose opinion and approval are we really living for? God or man's?

Life is too short! God is ultimately the only one who is going to matter! It is to Him we give account. Take some risks, live boldly! Be you, after all, there will only be one you for all of eternity. Show your colors! Do not let anything or anyone hold you back! If God is for you, who can be against you?